Sucharita's World of Emotions...

2012-01-19T12:07:00.000-08:00

some times i feel life is so lonely, you have every one but still u have no one indeed.Today i was beaten by my mother in law . this small line creates so many questions,why?what have u done? why telling us why ?do u feel it can happen one way only? what did u do? ....................................every question can be answered but can anyone realize my pain and can my giving them explanations can bring me peace.i tried .but now i feel i am humiliating myself more and more with these.i have 40 friends in facebook who are reading my story but can they feel my pain .if not ?why ?
that is why we should spread happiness and a friend in happiness are always friends.

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE......................................... WHAT CAN WE DO TO STOP IT ?

2011-08-10T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hello friends

After 272 days of confinement in bed finally I am back with you.Introducing my baby girl to you .

2010-12-04T05:57:00.000-08:00

Hi ! Frainds,
I am very sick. Pray for me so that I can meet all you very soon. Love you all.

pillow talk

2010-11-15T08:21:00.000-08:00

once I asked my husband "can you make me laugh on serious issue".he said try me
I asked him ,"how are you so sure that you don't have AIDS"
he replied "hmmmmmmm.......mmmm......i have never given blood, ......i request others for flying kisses and i had sex .. ....i had sex????...mmm...centuries back"
he teased me so to take my revenge i asked back "how you sure i don't have any"
he said "I think you are not so dumb to do without.. precautions"
that night i really laughed .

jor ka jhatka hai jhoron se laga!!!!!!!

2010-11-07T23:44:00.000-08:00

It all happened when my dear husband returned from his promotion party .He was very excited that he is now among the top 2 offficial of the company and the boss Mr Y is completly new ,so...he is """THE.."""".... ....he was flying high and then his phone rang .....jor ka jhatka hai joron se laga.............his..... ring tone.....which he has newly set to tease me.
hello.................
hello sir i am X from your previous company .
ok
sir i was worker on the machine 95
ya ...ya
sir how are you
fine ...(very proudly)....how is your factory ?
well it is the same .workers are always the same.promotions are for management emplyoee.
well ..ya so?how did....................(why did he call?how did he got my number?)
sorry sir if i offended you HAPPY DIWALI .my kiddo brother just got job in your company .please take care him sir.
ok ......HAPPY DIWALI.....hmm .nice ...very nice .what is his name ....(hmm new recruit and asking for favours .god ! worker 's brother also need favors good)
sir Mr Y
MrY??????
the top most official MMMrY. .......(my BOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSS)
sir what !he is just a kiddo what he knows against your experience......blah .....blah ....blah
(not heard a single word ......after....)

2010-10-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

THE JOY OF GIVING

FOR YOU ANUPAMA

My friend

From the very small age we taught the lesion of loving and giving but very few believe in this and gems only do it.

It came to my mind only when I was teaching my students the chapter of moral science and insisted them for loving and giving .I asked one of my student about her aim .she replied “I want to be a Doctor”. then I started my philosophy of GIVING AND LOVING.

“beta when you come a Doctor please take care of poor patients .don’t charge them as many of them in India barely gets to eat .how will they buy medicines and how will they pay your fees .if I were a doctor I would have spare them of my fees learn to give others”

Suddenly I saw their eyes frowning at me .as if they were telling “are you teaching free?”

Are ghoda gass se dosti karega to khaye kya means if horse and grass are friends then what will he eat?

But it remained in my mind and I wanted to do some charity. I wanted to become a good person. So I started my being good journey.

I went to famous kali temple in Kolkata with some chillers {coins}.and after Prayer in temple I started distributing them among poor kids playing around .suddenly from no where there were hundreds of them running toward me and I was getting empty with coins .then I heard a voice among “hey these are 1 rupee coins only how cheap”

I was surprised and frightened and run from that place before they took any action against my charity .

So now I made my mind to begin charity at home

My old maid left and now I have new maid and new canvas for my ambitions to paint.

I gave my new maid her salary in advance.then

She asked me for more money for her expenses.then,

She asked me to lend her more money ,…………then

She asked for my old clothes ………………….then

She asked for my son’s old clothes ……………then

She asked for lunch………………………………then

She asked me for puja bonus………………….and now

She asking for salary increment ……………. All these in one month .

Yes, now joy of giving is faded away and now I thinking better plans to keep everything in place and stop her asking more before my husband find out my foolish deeds .may be I am not born for charity or I need a guidance .

Anyhow

I only love ,love and love but don’t try to give unless other person is in great need.

p.s : my experiences may be weirdo but I truly believe you all should give charity .may you be successful.

TERI MAA KI ANKH

2010-10-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

The abuse famous after RANG DE BASANTI...the meaning must be something very harsh ,painful and rude. And it is the most sorted abuse in net without any meaning written about it .I myself tried lot of times but failed to understand it until now

.yes now

Now I know the answer

“conjunctivitis”

Currently I am suffering from conjunctivitis and my eyes are swollen like hell and pain unbearable and my maid said “bhabby apko to aankh aye hai.” means on the grace of the goddess you have conjunctivitis .and THEN she told my son"tere maa ki ankh aye hai" suddenly …hahaha…..my mind went lose and I decoded the abuse

.yes this must be answer .this is painful ,drastic and it really hurts .

So now onwards I at least know the meaning of “tere maa ki ankh “.unlike others who still are far away from conjunctivitis.

p.s: love you friends .pray for me ..

GREY'S ANATOMY

2010-09-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

DOCTORS ON STRIKE

It is so shameful in India that people who swear to serve people decides to take revenge on them .

SSKM JUNIOR DOCTORS decided to oppose violence towards them done by the patient party by calling strike .hundreds of patients were deny of treatment and 2 patient died of negligence. those who had little money with them afforded nursing home and rest were abandoned by hospital authorities .hospital surrounding were full of confused patient who carried their patient from all over the state for better treatment.

It’s a SHAME for all doctors who stand there without helping the serious and dying patient.

I certainly understand their feel in that situation. the security does matter but not in exchange of pain and suffering .

Its A heinous act .

SHAME big SHAME for all those who claim to become doctors for serving people and then try to gain gains for their service.

We have watched GREY’S ANATOMY a serial where the doctors fight for ego ,pride and position on operating table ,making the life of patient’s life at risk and we have also watched parts where doctors have overlook the problems and caused death of the patient who was not at all serious .personally I do relate this serial with real life as I have lot of friends who are doctors and they do talk about their miss.SO we can not completely rule out the carelessness of the doctors ,and the people who losses a family and subjected to anger that is also very true .BUT TO TAKE REVENGE ON PEOPLE WHO COMPLETELY AND BLINDLY BELIVE ON IS INHUMAN.

THINK of BSF ,ARMY ,NAVY taking strike .what will happen.?????

Can god take revenge on us for our misbehave .NO

I FEEL DOCTORS ARE AFTER GOD WHO TREAT US FROM OUR PAIN

Please think your self as next to god and them behave what you feel GOD WOULD HAVE DONE TO YOU IF YOU WERE ON THAT SITUATION.

Its very easy to talk of change in society but if you are a big part of it its not talk but responsibility.

I believe few people have no right to take revenge.

MOTHER, TEACHER AND SERVENTS OF PEOPLE.

P.S: thanks for the intervenes of the concern government who saved lot many lives by putting pressures on these doctors .FEEL LIFE TO SAVE ONE .

2010-09-23T07:56:00.000-07:00

I AM TAGGED
JAGGU THANX
One word

I just got this from jaggu's blog. and i have to do it I know

Rule - Answer should be only in ONE WORD.

1. Where is your cell phone? TABLE

2. Your hair? BLACK

3. Your mother? EXCELLENT

4. Your father? LOVABLE

5. Your favorite food? KABAB'S

6. Your dream last night?NICEEeeeeeeee.

7. Your favorite drink? COLD COFFEE

8. Your dream/goal? Being Human

9. Where are you? Home

10. Your hobby? MUSIC

11. Your fear? ALONE

12. Where do u want to be in 6 yrs? HEARTS

13. Where were you last night? Home

14. Something that you aren't? LIAR

15. Muffins? HOOCH!!!!!!

16. Wish list item? WINGS?????????

17. Where did you grow up? INDIAN

18. Last thing you did? DINNER

19. What are you wearing? NIGHT GOWN

20. Your TV? 32"

21. Your pets? never!!!!!

22. Friends? handfull

23. Your life? DRAMA!!!!!!!

24. Your mood? exotic

25. Missing someone? God?

26. Car? JEEP!!!!!

27. Something you're not wearing? lipstic

28. Your favorite store? INOX

29. Your favorite music? KENNY G .BREATHLESS

30. The last time you laughed? NOW

31. Last time you cried? WHEN?????

32. You hate? TEAR'S RE

33. One place that you go all the time? RESTURANTS

34. One person who emails you regularly? HUSBAND

35. My favorite place on earth? MOM'S HOUSE

HI friends i was hoping to tag my friends ,but now i see jaggu dear has already tagged lot of my friends so i am thinking........may be it is you now please love it .coz I LOVE YOU.

2010-09-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

Hi,

I am late but I am shopping so i am not sorry .Yes Durgapuja is near and I am shopping like any shoppoholic.It starts from bags itself to purse ,wallet,......jewellery.......puja dresses ,......cosmatics......,household things and............lots and lots of fun.

I once asked my husband "what kind of guy should a girl marry "

he replied "oh !whose wallet can support the bills of her wishes& demand On the spot"

yes ,iam very much on the spot demanding one and i don't make budgets and limits so i guess ....i choose the right man.and now i am having fulltime support of his in shopping .

I AM LOVING IT.

2010-08-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Independence Day to you all.

Being born in a para military family this day is very special for me.The National flag,The parade ,The Anthem all ARISE a PATRIOTIC FEEL and this year after so many years i was lucky to celebrate it with my father and his force family.Here are few moments which I captured in my camera.
2nd pic:my father 2nd from right
love you all.

OOPS HOW can I forget the REFRESHMENY

JAI HIND

FOOD &FOOD FOR FOODIES

2010-08-10T23:45:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATIONS

We Bengalis are very much involved with food and we so have lots of festivals revolving around food and food is the main ritual and food the menu and food the essential component

Last month we celebrated JAMAI SASTI .

In this puja we pray to goddess SASTI .all bridegrooms are invited to their in-laws house for the puja which is done by bride’s mother .JAMAI OR BRIDEGROOM carry gifts &sweets for his mother –in –law and she gives a GRAND LUNCH to him.so FOOD &AND FOOOOOOOD .

I am giving my friends the glimpse of FOOOOOOOOOOOOD my mom cooked for my dear husband.

ENJOY:-

skull injury .feelings continued-

2010-07-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

Vishal –

Age – 10 yrs

Problem:repeats sentence again and again .

The wonder boy tells us that almighty has decided every bit of our life .

The well mannerd boy will greet you at the door and tell you all about admission ward . places we can find……special ward ,water ,….playground ……..he will surprise you with his brilliant talks that you will never believe that he is a patient of child psychology ward.but than you will notice a big cut mark in skull ,something similar to Amir Khan’s hair cut in the film “Ghajni”

Yes he is victim of fate .

Born in a good family .the parents had stored thousand of thoughts for him which were shattered on April 15th .the family had organized a puja at their village home whole of the village was on invite list and there was a big family get together that night .parents were busy in household works and the kids were playing ball .as it was getting dark out side the kids decided to play on roof where they had big lights .and then

fate twisted

it was 11 p.m at night to catch ball vishal slipped off the roof and fell straight to the ground .smashing his head to concrete floor.head badly injured ,skull broke into uncountable pieces ,and blood all around .the bang gave the mother a bit worry . she came out and saw her worst nightmare to come alive and was fainted on the spot .father took Vishal and his uncles carried the pieces of skull which were scattered all around and they rushed to the hospital .

It was tough to rearrange the broken pieces of skull but the doctors tried their best to fix him and pull him out of the jaws of death. but few pieces were not there so they put some synthetic material to fix it .since than the life of the kid and his aprentsa changed .The kid was studying in class 5when this accident happened now he cannot read without his mother help .his memory his thinking ,his temperament had affected the worse.

They stayed for 3 months on Bangalore and felt the same pain what angel’s mother has faced

“Discrimination on the basis of state and language .”

They sticked to the place because they were getting best treatment with low cost and best efficency of neurology department of Bangalore .the kid had improved a lot .

He wanted to play with other kids but because of his mind distraction they don’t let him play .if he sees any ball he jumps in excitement and urges to get it .but his mother had stopped buying balls for him . It is very hard to watch a mother denying ball to a kid who had got himself into all this trouble for a ball

………………………………………………….

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p.s: the stories are real and names too .

love all .I love you.

2010-07-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

Continue ………..

Parents of ANGEL

We were given very warm welcome in Bangalore and the people here are very nice but hospital N.I.M.HANS was bit rough to us .they were very casul in approach and THE senior most doctor Mr.sheshadri was splendid with this type of questions on first day “WHY IN THIS EARTH YOU HAVE COME TO BANGALORE ?DIDN’T YOU HAVE DOCTORS THERE IN YOUR STATE WHY OVER CROWDING HERE .THIS IS YOUR CHILD ?HE IS AUTISTIC .SEE?WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS VISIT ?WHAT DO YOU WANT?

And then to his fellow doctors”ADMIT HIM AND EDUCATE HIS PARENTS”

And to us “ YOU CAN ADMIT HERE YOUR CHILD AND THEN WE’LL SEE WHAT WE CAN DO TO SOLVE HIS PROBLEM”

Then to fellow doctors in English( thinking us illiterate)”WHY THEY COME HERE .I DON’T UNDERSTAND .WE ARE NOT GOD .THEY RUN EVERY WHERE FIRST TO VELLORE THAN BANGALORE THAN AIIMS ………….YOU KNOW MY BOOK IS SELECTED FOR NCERT AND NOW THEY ARE NOT GIVING ME CREDIT ……………. BLAH…. BLAH”

They admitted my son to child psychology deptt.

First day there was doctor who recorded history and said we train him in coming 3 weeks and then…

Next day no scene

Another next day and then 3 days passed away then a junior doctor came for whom we were not more than a project asked us to buy a book “ME “

Then again no scene no next 3 days and then there was senior doctors round where we not called then after 5 days our doctor asked “HAVE YOU READ THE BOOK ?TRY READING IT AND THEN I WILL EXPLAIN IN DETAIL”

Then again no scene for 3 days .untill then 10days were already passed withput any official help and we were getting more and more frustrated .we made our mind leaving that place and told office that we have booked flight tickets so we wanted to leave early . and they readily agreed. to my surprise they had nothing to offer me.i asked for a meeting with senior doctors which was arranged next dayas it was his round day

Next day

The hospital was cleaned properly and nurses were well dressed and area where we stayed was full of doctors and then ……

I was called….before I could say something HE said “HE HAS POTENTIAL ,HE HAS BRAIN .SEE!SEE! WHAT U HAVE TO DO IS GIVE HIM DIRECTION AS THAT WE HAVE IN SHIP…….RADAR”

I said sir I m leaving this place soon .

“DON’T WORRY WE GIVE ALL THE GUIDENCE IN WRITTEN “

“Sir my child has a sleeping problem “

“DOCTORS WE SEE IT OK YOU MAY GO NOW”

??????????????????????????????????????????????THATS ALL????????

Next day a doctors came and gave me a paper …which reads ….

“MADAM WILL YOU PROVIDE YOU CHILD FOR 72 hrs SURVELENCE UNDER CAMERAS FOR OUR REASERCH PROGRAMME A STUDY IF AUTIC CHILD SLEEP MORETHAN MENTAL RETARDED CHILD OR SAME OR THE PATTERN IS DIFFERENT …………………….XXX…..XXX….”

I WAS SHOCKED they were just worried about their project not my child’s sleep problem which fortunately was not so dangerous .

So over all this is my experience with NIMHANS doctors

p.s : all the views expressed are solely of a mother .blogger is just publishing them in this blog for your comments on this problem of society.

LOVE ALL .I LOVE YOU ALL

2010-07-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

As described earlier I wanted to share my experiences of N.I.M.H.A.N.S a reputed hospital of Bangalore for mental and handicapped but before I want you all to witness the state which we all name by names mental & handicap

Let us name this tour FEELINGS

p.s please let me know ur feelings .names are intact.

ANGEL

Age: 6 yrs

Problem: speech disorder

No birth problem

The cutest face in the area, this child parents belongs from a good academic back ground but both were unaware of this kind of problem .the child understands emotion but can’t express it ,he can identify known faces from crowd but can’t name them he can identify food names, animal names but doesn’t call his parents by names MOM &DAD.the child can be easily pass as a normal child and doesn’t show any symptom and also studies in home.

Detection:AUTISM SPECTRUM DISORDER

Remedy by doctors:special school

Mixing with other peer group.

Taking park

Problem faced: the child doesn’t calls MOM &DAD and this is the silent killer for the parents

The child is not admitted in any school as he can’t speak and no one is going to give extra attention in school .they just keep him for 1st semester take the money and expel him later .

Sarvo shiksha :they provide 1 teacher per week for this kind of children and rest of the week these children are left out and if the special teacher is absent then next week appointment.

Special school : no school does work on autistic children they are only taught to do their own work .maximum school work on deaf &blind ,M.R as they are easy to teach.

Society problem :people doen’t allow their small kids to play with them .they fright their child may learn misbehaviour from them.

People just have fun in discussing this problem

People discard these children and show fear maximum times and make the parents nervous

They are noticeable in parks ,metro stations schools and so easily avoided in that parts and other parents pull their children away from them.

What a mother need :acceptance from the society

School to be more friendly to themand not to discard them

Special school should experiment new provisions for those who are

Better than regular AUTISTIC child but less than M.R.

Some doctors who can help them not just give them books to read. And not treat them as new assignment

p.s: please feel and comment

next page will be about how badly or good they were treated in big hospitals and big schools.
pic here is not the kid

my camera

2010-07-05T00:50:00.000-07:00

In this time of price hike

Food &Food all arround

2010-06-29T03:49:00.000-07:00

A
drenched

thought &superstition

2010-06-21T11:40:00.000-07:00

Hi

These are the pictures taken by my new camera.I wanted to share the picture quality with you and also the Biryani and the Chinese chicken are cooked by me .for recipes and invitations contact me …….

N.B:I love you

THE BEST STAIN REMOVER

2010-05-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

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but very few of us know about this stain remover which can remove stains of mud, turmaric,coffee,tea grease,......and best part is that it can remove the stains of blood too.
and
this stain remover is none other than our beauty soap or the bathing soap. it can be lux,fiama,.... yes in daily life we have many cuts and their pains and they some times not only destroy our happines but sometimes our best clothes too so try it once and see the results IT DOES WORKS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

2010-05-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

MAY YOUR LIFE BE AS SWEET AS CHOCOLATES
MY DEAR
PREETILATA
THIS IS FOR YOU ON YOUR B'DAY .
I LOVE YOU.

my journey to bangalore

2010-05-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

Duranto Express
semi rajdhani they call it and it doesnot look like same old trains .printed in green chits it runs really fast.The train a weekly train fridays 11:00am from howrah and sunday same time from b'lore .they just serve so nicely and with smile that you almost forget that u are not in rajdhani train. for breakfast they served us 2eggs with two slice of breads,butter sugar ,salt,pepper,biscuits,coffee,and smile.afternoon rice dal,egg,sabje,curd pickle,salt,then evening tea/coffee,then dinnersame as lunch. o.k I love food so food story is must.the train runs froms Howrah,Orissa,,Andhrapradesh,Tamilnadu and then Karnataka.the side scenes were wonderful some timesthere were forest of mango trees , small hills and some times big water areas mend for fisheries surrounded by hills all excellent..we reached bangalore at 5pm .we took a cab which cost us 400 Rs upto the hotel near by NIMHANS on the move to hotel.i saw open golf course in the middle of city,lalbag gate, musieum,lots of rush and stadium which was hosting match of Royal challengers bangalore and Mumbai indians at that time.and before we reached the stadium we heard of an accident where few people were dead in a blast of transformer and that who were injured were under treatment in vijay mallya's hospital free of cost.
so my journey to nimhans just begun.

meet u soon with NIMHANS stories.I LoveYou.

back!back!back!

2010-05-04T19:31:00.000-07:00

hi
i am back from bangalore and will be sharing my experiences with you

..my journey
..bangalore
..NIMHANS
..AUTISM
..EXPERIENCES of common people visiting hospitals
and changes we can make
with love
I Love You.

Did I find my way back home??

2010-04-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

Ok..ok.. now don’t give me that kind of look which reads *How come did ya find your way back to home young lady? Gosh!! We thought that you have lost your way while coming back from Pluto!!*

I know... I know I was away from my blog and all you lovely readers since long. And this is one thing that I hate to the core. Apart from losing all the lovely blog readers of mine I was also worried about the health of my cute fishes. :P Did you guys feed them if by any chance you happen to be here during my long absence??

So! How are you all?? Did you guys miss me?? Trust me I miss reading all your blogs as much as I miss writing on my blog. But my life here's kinda jinxed. First of all this stupid net connection of mine. It’s not working at all and that too since such a long time. It’s been ages that my net is not working but every time I make a complain they say the same thing “M'am! there’s no problem with the connection. It’s working absolutely fine.” Does that mean I find it amusing to call them up to complain? :/ Please give me a break!! let me tell you BSNL customer care sucks and so does the connection and seriously I have lot many better ways to amuse myself rather than calling you stupid bunch of people to make fake complains.

Now comes the issue about my health. God!! I have been keeping unwell for such a long time that even I have lost the track of it. When did I fall sick?... I don’t remember and when will I recover completely?... I simply don’t have the slightest of idea. And top of that all these check-ups, tests and medicines are making me more SICK!!!

But the good news is that I am going to Bangalore. Yip yip yippieeeee. Looking forward to spend some quality time there in with my family. The thought of *i do not have to suffer in this yucky Kolkata heat* is giving me a feeling of bliss even if my stay in Bangalore is meant for few days only. :D

I earnestly hope that once I am back I would be able to blog again. But guess what I simply have to disconnect my net connection if this problem persists. Oh! No! The thought itself is so scary. It’s like a punishment to be away from my blog. Even the yucky summer season in Kolkata is better than this horrible punishment.

So with my fingers crossed and on happy note I bid-adieu for now. I will be back soon.*Hopefully*

Till then do take care and keep spreading love and peace through your writings. And first thing first *Don't forget to feed my fishes!!!* :D

I love you all.

growing up with me, me &me

2010-03-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

Its Me , Me & Me

Its me at the age of 9 month ,on the day of my first meal,we call it “ annaprasan ”

it s me with my parents and the kid is the blogger “daydreamer” of “the lake of my dreams” sourish my kid brother.

we were on vacation to kanyakumari

me

it is my first passport size photo for class I , admission in school

teacher’s day in our school,

biswanath,babloo,sudeep,mrinal,achint,sushma,me,paromita,priya,shalini.

Participating in school drama

class XII

My last prize in school

Life in hostel-MUCwomens college burdwan

Sitting: moumita.sathi .me with our warden ( professor )

With my didibhai(grand mother –maternal)-and my soft toys (I made them)

My first date : with my husband

Day of my marriage: doing rituals-

Papa , aunty , me and my mom

2010-03-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

ok
now i am tagged by my friend adreamygal and i am new in this tagging thingyso please digest me

1.What is your current obsession ?

A song by tailor swift "you belong to me"

2.What are you wearing today ?

night gown

3.Whats for dinner today ?

chicken curry and zeera rice .

4. Whats the last thing you have bought?
lots and lots of medicines

5.What are you listening right now ?

must have been love by Roxane

6.What do you think about the person who tagged you ?

her blog looks good,she must be good at heart for sure ,ummm....she might be bubbly and happygoing, i like her that all.

7.If you could have a house totally paid for , fully furnished , anywhere in the world , where would you like to be ?

somewhere u find oak trees or near a friend who lives in chicagoand very shortly will open reaturant"""""freeeeeeee fooooood""""""yummy

8.What are your must have for summers ?

malmal gowm ,powders ,inverter and air-conditioner.ice creams ,cold water.....u asked are?

9.If you could go anywhere in the world next hour , where would you go ?

on top of himalayas

10.Which language you want to learn ?

baby talk, language of love and peace ,chinese,french and .....all i can remember

11.Whats your favourite quote?

i love u ,coz lovers are rare these days

12.Whom do you want to meet right now ?

sourav ganguly .how he lost yesterday's match in IPL

13.What is your favourite colour ?

Red & Pink

14.Give us 3 styling tips that work for you ?

confidence ,eye liner and mascara

15.What is your dream job ?

pilot

16. What is your favourite Magazine ?

i don't read them much but keep them for pictures.... lol

17.If you had $100 right now , what would you spend on ?

kuch ayega hi nahi jo mujhe chahiye......thinking !

18.What do you consider fashion faux pas ?

hmmmmm?

19.Who according to you is the most over - rated style icon ?

Akshay kumar!

20.What kind of haircut you prefer ?

that suits ur personality and u can carry too.

21.What are you going to do after this ?

Have loadsa work..gotta finsih that all :)

22.What are your favourite movies ?

twilight ,met joe black ,forest gump......

23.What inspires you ?

evry thing that is beautifull and pershable

24.What do your friends call you mostly ?

trouble shooter and consultant and of couse ' suchu '

25.Would you prefer tea or coffee ?

At home tea , outside its coffee :)

26.What do you when you are feeling terribly low or depressed ?

listen music and eat more

27.What makes you go wild ?

When i catch a lie

28.Which other blogs you love visiting ?

I love to visit every blog , though I may follow or not / comment or not ..I love to read various thoughts...So I love every blog...

29.Favourite dessert /sweet ?

vanial icecream or .......gulab jamun

30.Favourite season ?

Spring - everything is so pleasant and cheerful :)

31.How many tabs are turned on your browser right now ?

2

32.If I come to your house right now , what would you cook for me ?

Biryani and mutton thats i m good at .and all u ll ask "athiti devo bavo"

33.What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?

don't talk give them space to think why u avoiding.

34.What are you afraid of the most ?

Being alone (in life ) !!!

35.When you looked in the mirror today , what was your first thought ?

"Iam so beautiful ..oh there is some fat in tummy i must lose them for sure "this is the same thought before gainning 30kgs and after that.

36.What brings a smile on your face instantly ?

baby smiling and gigling.

37.A word that you say a lot ?

hey bagwan! main kya karon.

38.What was last time you did something nice ?

Today...

39.What would you do if you were made as President for one day ?

In such a short time i couldn't change any thing so ill try to take all the bribes for fututre works to be made.

40.Do you know who Master Shifu is ?

Someone in VH1of from japan

Here are the list of people whom I want to continue this tagging thingy , though no compulsion enforced :)
leo
sandy
mads
blackbox
pankhuri

sorry friend i couldn't find others please understand and i love you

..........IS MY FIRST LOVE

2010-03-14T22:27:00.000-07:00

ONCE my husband asked me if he is the person I was looking for?

I told him ” I wanted to marry an engineer, who would be tall, fair, handsome with spectacles “

He laughed at me “why the hell you wanted to marry a person with defected eye ?”and he made me thinkthat their was some one in my life who had the same features and I must have fell in love with him

. love with my subconscious mind . we didn’t touch or kiss and spent just few minutes sitting side by side in school bench but may be l the emotion was too strong for me that whenever I think of a perfect guy I still see him

…LOVE is complicated…..

I do love my husband and he is the first person I care so much and gave my virginity and he is the person I think of when I am in pain .

The theory that::: a girl never forgets her first love ::: doesn’t clear the term

LOVE .

• Physical love or

• Subconscious mind love

So at the age of 90 I am not sure whom I gonna remember as my first love

I am still confused “ WHO IS MY FIRST LOVE? ”

trying again

2010-03-12T07:55:00.000-08:00

its long..... I haven't written anything though I wanted to .I celebrated Holi , viewed movie The new moon the sequel of twilight ,recieved mail from my special friend ,awarded on a blog by one of my friend taken tet vac. for my fingure cut and felt pain for two days and then few days after done blood test twice ,chest X-ray and urine test and still not well so this time is not working out for me now a days but it will I know and good thing is that my MOM is staying with me now and I am getting lots of love from my family

N.B:sorry for not visiting all my friends blog and missed their wonderful thoughtsbut i will coz
I Love You

2010-02-27T07:25:00.000-08:00

let this HOLI brings colours of joy in life
HAPPY HOLI

BEING MOTHER-IN - LAW

2010-02-16T18:20:00.001-08:00

I m mother – in –law

Ya ya

Yesterday my big brother –in –law ( my father- in –law’s elder brother’s elder son) ‘s son married a girl .he is 18 and the girl is 16.they married in temple and then shocked us we have a big family .all living in neighbourhood .so, he was on the door step of our house and we were in the situation of ‘WHAT TO DO?’if we allowed him to enter house there would be a situation of us being supporters…… and also we can’t allow him to stand out side at gate. We informed his family .AND THEN drama begun.

Girls family didn’t know and there were chances of them to complain in police and also she is not adult and more over she was absconding from 2 days.oh!my god !the situation was tense and now full chaos is going in my in laws house every body is here .she won’t return to her family,there is a F.I.R he won’t give her up , he has no income source, they are immature .so WHAT TO DO ?every one is THINKING THINKING AND THINKING and from morning I made 215 cups of tea BREAK FAST for 28, lunch for 42 people and snacks added. and they are still thinking .and I m also thinking of an easy solution for them and myself TOO. And in the mean time the love birds are having good time with each other , though I pray for them but STILL….. I feel like shouting at them like a typical MOTHER –IN – LAW.

A SORE HEART TALE

2010-02-10T11:47:00.000-08:00

A family with two sisters , three brothers, mom and dad came to a city.

faced with lot of difficulties food , house but they were tied up with a bond of love .slowly with time they adjusted in this big world sisters got married brothers got jobs . busy in their worlds connected with phones but their love remain the same .

So when the middle brother was posted to city after 35 years he was over joyed. This time he was given a big quarter with 4 bedrooms big varanda . He had become a big officer but his daughter who lives in the city didn’t liked the position of his quarter . it was two stop before KATAPUKUR .his elder sister was happy for him and was eager to see his respected status So he had planned every thing for their meeting.BUT

Destiny

Accidently she got burned while cooking. she had 40% burnt in her hands and chest . brothers rushed to hospital.chances were 50-50.While she was coping with medical aides in hospital her middle brother caught chicken pox .He had rashes all over his body with high fever..He was restricted to bedwith 21 days of leave . He was confined in a room to avoid any further infections to people around him In hospital.his she succumbed to her injuries .She wished to see her brothers once more CONFINED . in ROOM her brother was shattered that he would never see her again he was bursting in pain that he would not be able to pay her last homage, BUT

Destiny

she was to be sent for post mortem in KATAPUKUR

her van stopped before his house ,

he was unable to go to hospital but she came to his house to meet him

GOD DECIDES EVERY THING .

She is my aunt whom I lost few days back and he is my father who loved his sister so much that even after her death she couldn’t go without saying him GOODBYE
may her soul rest in peace

FOR YOU,with LOVE

2010-02-03T03:19:00.000-08:00

ME and my MAID..........and MARRIAGES

2010-02-03T03:11:00.000-08:00

It is February
The marriage season is on.and if it is a neighbour you are a must in the guest list and again…. if it is a love marriage than there is a hush hush gossip too.
My neighbour’s son lives in London and he is getting married this month . A Love Marriage so there are lot of winky eyes and smiles all around our locality.
So , when my maid said,” boudi (sister – in –law), do you know this is a love marriage !”
I said “ ya , why ?”
Maid: ‘ what do you like LOVE or ARRANGE marriage”
I : “ why?”
She smiled and said “nothing , just telling I heard there was lot of fight regarding this marriage….. you know? the father was against this marriage”
I said ‘ hmm… ya I know, so what now its okay.”
Maid: “ what okay? You shouldn’t go against your family.”
I : whats you bothering for!
Maid : “no just that the love marriages don’t work out”
I said teasing : “you know more ?”
Maid (hushing): “after marriage they- the men just change, there is no love then depression fighting blaming is left”
I : “ so? what so different from arrange marriage?.....hmm?”
Maid : “ its only that it is more depressing, you love a guy marry him and after marriage he changes into those regular husband type .busy and dominating.”
Me : ‘ so what is different in arrange marriages guys? Aren’t they like - husband type… so?... what is the problem?”
Maid : “ NO …NO you don’t understand, in arrange marriage Parents decide every thing…. So… . you can blame your parents for every thing you dislike and….. you are relieved …..BUT in love marriage…… you blame your self every single day if it doesn’t work out and … more….you have to solve it yourself only NO COMPLAINS.”
I laughed
and said: “ only blaming part is different then ,both the ways you are going to repent….. ha ha ha …. isn’t it?
Maid: ‘fighting with your parents for all these pain is amusing”
I: “ Then why do we marry?”
Maid: “Because you can not go OUT hunting daily?”
I : “ WHAT????..!!!!!!!!!..”
Maid : “ you asked the question!!!!”

She made me laugh and think whole day .
Whether I like the custom of arrange marriage or love marriage…….
.All I can think……THINGS I like about marriages…….(emotions apart)…. is the GOOD FOOD they serve in the weddings.

N.B: love and marry .Eat the delhi ka laddu (marriage ) to feel sweetness yourself.

I Love you.

2010-01-30T02:26:00.001-08:00

I am watching TWILIGHT now a days

Its the 5 th time I am watching it and still can’t take my eyes off.

I wonder if it is , the hero of the movie, his passion , his eyes the way he tells “window” the cute smile of his red lips or the amazing dialogues of the movie “lion felt in love with a lamb””what a stupid lamb” the passion of the two hearts …… oh! I am loving it .

Through out the movie I kept longing oh! if I were a vampire ! I could fly , save people and have an immortal life, but then at the end of the movie there was a cute dialogue “is that was your dream about to become a monster”

wow!

I came back to life.

You don’t have to be vampire to do good work its we can do it now also .

Immortal is nothing if you don’t live in the hearts of people .

n.b – see it , and tell if u like it too or no and I am eager to watch new moon its sequel as soon as I am finished with twilight obsession.

I love you.

LOVE OF MY LIFE

2010-01-26T10:16:00.000-08:00

pic:1-age-6months on his annaprashan(first rice meal),

pic:2-age-18months with his birth hair

pic:3-age3yrs- his first fancy dress(dressed like lord krishna)

pic:4-age 2.6yrs shaved hair

pic:5- age- 5 my sweet heart

2010-01-25T11:36:00.000-08:00

MY SALUTE TO MY NATION
INDIA

2010-01-23T07:33:00.001-08:00

wow! these Chinese people . why they are so good at what ever they do?THINK

EVEN the hackers too!

They breached our security system &

now they cracked the military files oh my god!How? THINK

What books they study????

We have billions of dollars rolling in our education system.BUT they have every solutions before we think of the problem.

They made every utilities so cheap and ready to go ,How? THINK cameras to christmas trees

They hacked our system ,then how secure is our security system ? THINK

We have the greatest markets , malls,super malls but MAXIMUM filled with Chinese products,why ? THINK

We are the second largest population of the world ,BUT maximum number of medals of olympics are taken either by China or USA? THINK

All the maintenance of Road works,Rail works,Pipelines,Electricity Files, Court cases..... are Pending or unfinished .Causes shown are less man power ! why? THINK

They show us there importance in our life and where we fail .why ?THINK

When will we understand ---our Own needs,Educational values,Poverty problems, Unemployment, Strength of our population and our drawbacks.

Please let our system to

TEACH us to get sucess from our faults,failures& drawbacks

TEACH us what we can use in life,TEACH us that our population is our strength as they showed us in Olympics.

TEACH us to THINK like an INDIAN not as Bengali,Marathi,Bihari………

THINK

To you with love

2010-01-16T19:07:00.000-08:00

wow !
This is my new template.

Oh I loved it coz its is great & and gifted to me by my sweet friend.

This post is dedicated to her.

And all my friends out there who had given me something or other but I couldn't thank them.

Old lady(met at nandan kannan): I was thirsty up to the mark of seeing mirage and no water there , It was starting of hot summer and I was tired and then she came out of nowhere and gave me her only bottle of water (half filled).Not thinking of much I drank the whole water. OH!she gave me life

but I couldn't thank her coz she gave me an angry ,frown look and it was best time for apology not for thanking
Sudeep mukerjee(school friend): He always dropped me home after tutions late evenings and made my physics project of 12th board.TOO

but I couldn't thank him coz what he did for me was beyond thanking.

Raju(maths honours student Raj college):On the way to my home from hostel I met an accident.there were cuts and bruises all over my body.My knee was bleeding .I had a sprain in my right leg and was crying too Oh it was hell .He saw me in that condition at station and rushed to me He nursed me.He managed to get a piece of ice from somewhere and held it to my leg for hours and did managed to lessen my pain.what he did to me that day is non payable, still I thought to thank him.
but I couldn't coz after few days when I was going to thank him I just came to know that he was going to propose me for love .So.....I decided not to talk to him further.....ever.(a big repay he was asking& I was not going to GIVE HIM that, and my MOM would kill me if i ever fell in LOVE ever)
Khokan(after posting of my father our home phone was disconnected all our calls came to his land line): Oh I was engaged to my husband and he used to call me before my marriage.Khokan would call me any time my husband called inspite of all refusal I made to his proposal of love .Now I think how hard must be for him to do that.
but I couldn't thank him coz I never realized his pain.thanx to him now.
there are endless lists whom I want to thank but couldn't.........some reasons or other. next time I' ll try to thank them personally.May god bless me for courage.
N.B:Better late than never .It feels great to thank somebody for his/her work So thank them now coz u might not meet him/her ever.
The world is big and life is too small
I Love you

The bong connection

2010-01-12T19:20:00.000-08:00

Being Bengali means that I automatically possess Beauty Wit and a stage with hot Bipasha Basu .AND offcourse obsession.....for ..language ,culture , tour maniac and big F factors oh.. food, fish ,feast, fun,football(though most of our players in our teams are imported from outside India and we spent whole day watching IPL DLF ODIs...... so what ?...obsession right?)
oh Being Bengali I own a vast culture, sometimes so vast that ours kids forget whose book is what..maximum times we don't score good in our mother tongue language exams only.so what ....we love our culture and we love to culture thats why we have ALL those coffee houses, clubs ,and THEKS(guys sit idle ) where every war is fought and won(through ~~peace~~ talks )we solve every problem from global warming to LOC problems... price hike to hijacks.....through discussion.. .... only remains unnoticed
language: oh we bengali people love to speak all languages ,only that we speak every language in BANGLA(bengali).we will say OISHORJO to AISHWARYA ,OKHOY to AKSHAY,JADAB to YADAV BHANGORE to BANGUR BHICTORIA to VICTORIA its not that we don't know its we don't want to change.Though world has reach to mars,we still are sitting on heap of old achievements.That doesn't mean that we don't explore oh we explore the world through their FOOD. food food &food we love food from dosa idli to ...tandoories.....gujrati veg food to muttons we never say noHERE we show some secularism it does't matter whether the meat is from HALLAL or JHATKA its meat that matters .we celebrate every festival as long as it is associated with food ID, CHRISTMAS ,DIWALI ,RAKHI.Fish?.... we love fish when every one is thinking how to feed fish.... we are thinking how to eat that fish.cooked or dry(sutki) it goes both ways.we love tour fun & feast oh ..they are associated with food.where ever you go you'll meet a Bengali family touring.and one thing WE HAVE don't let it go attitude if 50 p pending in a store we'll spend Rs20 to get it, next time.oh we are great .Thats the reason West Bengal have maximum number of Non-Bengalies residing with us, love us want to be one of us (without force).LOTS MORE........

N.B.No intention to hurt any of Bengali feelings. All feelings are solely mine. If you don't share any of this feeling you might be N.R.I.b(Non Residing in BENGAL) and I Love You.

Tragic death of a brave cop R.Vetrival

2010-01-09T09:03:00.000-08:00

WHOLE OF INDIA is shocked as we watched sub inspector R.Vetrival die on road crying in pain but not losing hope of survival from those who just allowed him to bleed to death.It is not only sad,provoking and shameful to us it makes us to think twice what the world we are living in.he was the pilot of their cars,it could be them instead ,why so merciless?.
"He was bombed. we could not think. The reaction all came late". comments by people present there on CRIME scene .sir with regards THINK if all the reaction of B.S.F,N.S.G, NAVY, AIR FORCE,comes LATE.
a cop gives all his life protecting his country,country's heritage,people,politicians,they must be shown some respect.i have witnessed cop getting sacked for smallest of their mistakes,telling them "if you! do this what about the people you guard".what about our leaders,whom we elected (by the people ,for the people ...)do they owe some explanation to the people.what about the others who just shot the moving pictures without helping him even a hardcore criminal gets his last wish fulfilled.Vetrival was a soldier of this country gave life serving his country. what do our leaders teach us ? what would they teach their sons ?SIR CAN YOU FACE THE ~~PEOPLE ELECTED YOU~~ YOUR FAMILY WHILE DINNING .
N.B:comment if my emotion were too strong. Take care,Love all.I Love you

First gift of love

2010-01-07T05:51:00.000-08:00

Todays world has a motto ...move ..on...but when I was a teen.Love was all arround .Movies: love love love, I love you,.....on....love was in air and there were guys,friends,bhaiyas(neighbour of course )bhaiyas's bhaiyas, uncle, uncles'uncles their friends so on ..................ready to love you.THanks to my mother's security system thy never succeeded .BUT I kept longing for a lover ,who will jump,dance ,sing and most importantly give me GIFTS..... CARDS..... FLOWERS........BIG CHOCOLATES....hmmm...........so when my mom arranged my First date with my Would be husband I was excited with full of expectations......AND....
JAB WE MET.............
He was smart , smiling and ......empty handed .NO... NO.. NOobody comes empty handed !!!!!! I did't lose my hope. we sat talked and then it happened.. he told me "I have brought you a gift..... a small one" my heart start pounding .he stood up and put his hands in pockets .I...I....I...I..start guessing ...a pendent ,...a necklace,.....oh no ...a ring...yes.....yes ....""ECLAIRS""..# # # WHAT????? "I learned from my friend that women love chocolates so ..."
he had brought me 4 eclairs as my mom has told him of my diet .and every time he offered me one my heart shouted.....errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........................
BUT he is my gift of love .#######
so *
moral: Never ever go to your first date with your would be hubby.as he will store every thing for his honeymoon . you 'll end ~~e m p i t y~~ empty handed.
I love you

MY New year blast

2010-01-04T19:22:00.000-08:00

Welcome2010

Every single person I know started their new year by holding their cellphone close to their mouth,hand,ear,eyes,.......except for me who just lost her charging cord.

lost in jealousy,I countered the whole day making faces and end up with a bang

we the women can do every thing but never stop spying on our husbands phone.......and term it legal too......

THis is the best time.

so I was on mission '''''''''then'''''''.

boooooooom

i found a message saying ''........IF YOU ARE MISSING ANYTHING IN THIS NEW YEAR IT WILL BE ME...........'' no name only number .

bas phir kya tha aao dekha na tao I called . ring ....ring.....oh male voice I disconnected it. I again called this time Iasked the name but the other person refused to say and the I said'''''I recieved sms from your phone if it continued I' ll call police. the person seemed cooled replied o.k.''''''''

........t......i.....m.....e ........went out suddenly the voice of cell seemed to be familiar.then i searchedmy diary ..bingo ...this phone belong to my students father's .she must have send me new year wishes. then I callled 10 to 20 times but HE won't pick my phone later with the involvement of my husband i could ask for forgiveness.

moral;;;;;;;Always save the name of you known friends OR....

N.B. love all,send every single person you know the new year wish cause she/he may be waiting for you wish.I LOVE YOU

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

Wishing you and your family

a very warm & prosperous

new year.

har gadhe ka din aata hai

2009-12-31T00:04:00.000-08:00

there was a time....

ohhhh the title means

Every donkey has his day....

Once upon a time....
There was a bias ..who is the boss...but now I had to surrender...as I am new to this world and I woke up late...but better late than never.... nOw I am here in the blogging world to counter attack the donkey who is unfortunately my boss now ...

Now you are worried ..how can a donkey can be boss...because that donkey is a shapeshifter and now he is here as my brother.... and the first time he can really shout on me because he is teaching me how to blog....

LOL....
but I am happy to have sweet follower who is very supportive ..even I am not yet started she is there as my follower...think how supportive...:P but thanks to her for this wonderful gesture :)

But I am not sure how I am gonna start and how I am gonna end up...
worried but I will overcome because i am confident that I am better than what he thinks I am...

so have ur day my little donkey.... :D u gave a follower ...

so i am sparing you now.... and stop yelling around and bullying too only because u were in blogger first... :)

Dreaming me

2009-12-30T14:01:00.000-08:00

I so wanted to start my own blog so that I can be myself wherever and whenever I can be... so this is just a test post.. I will continue slowly and slowly