..........IS MY FIRST LOVE

ONCE my husband asked me if he is the person I was looking for?

I told him ” I wanted to marry an engineer, who would be tall, fair, handsome with spectacles “

He laughed at me “why the hell you wanted to marry a person with defected eye ?”and he made me thinkthat their was some one in my life who had the same features and I must have fell in love with him

. love with my subconscious mind . we didn’t touch or kiss and spent just few minutes sitting side by side in school bench but may be l the emotion was too strong for me that whenever I think of a perfect guy I still see him

…LOVE is complicated…..

I do love my husband and he is the first person I care so much and gave my virginity and he is the person I think of when I am in pain .

The theory that::: a girl never forgets her first love ::: doesn’t clear the term

LOVE .

• Physical love or

• Subconscious mind love

So at the age of 90 I am not sure whom I gonna remember as my first love

I am still confused “ WHO IS MY FIRST LOVE? ”