Monday, October 11, 2010



My friend

From the very small age we taught the lesion of loving and giving but very few believe in this and gems only do it.

It came to my mind only when I was teaching my students the chapter of moral science and insisted them for loving and giving .I asked one of my student about her aim .she replied “I want to be a Doctor”. then I started my philosophy of GIVING AND LOVING.

“beta when you come a Doctor please take care of poor patients .don’t charge them as many of them in India barely gets to eat .how will they buy medicines and how will they pay your fees .if I were a doctor I would have spare them of my fees learn to give others”

Suddenly I saw their eyes frowning at me .as if they were telling “are you teaching free?”

Are ghoda gass se dosti karega to khaye kya means if horse and grass are friends then what will he eat?

But it remained in my mind and I wanted to do some charity. I wanted to become a good person. So I started my being good journey.

I went to famous kali temple in Kolkata with some chillers {coins}.and after Prayer in temple I started distributing them among poor kids playing around .suddenly from no where there were hundreds of them running toward me and I was getting empty with coins .then I heard a voice among “hey these are 1 rupee coins only how cheap”

I was surprised and frightened and run from that place before they took any action against my charity .

So now I made my mind to begin charity at home

My old maid left and now I have new maid and new canvas for my ambitions to paint.

I gave my new maid her salary in advance.then

She asked me for more money for her expenses.then,

She asked me to lend her more money ,…………then

She asked for my old clothes ………………….then

She asked for my son’s old clothes ……………then

She asked for lunch………………………………then

She asked me for puja bonus………………….and now

She asking for salary increment ……………. All these in one month .

Yes, now joy of giving is faded away and now I thinking better plans to keep everything in place and stop her asking more before my husband find out my foolish deeds .may be I am not born for charity or I need a guidance .


I only love ,love and love but don’t try to give unless other person is in great need.

p.s : my experiences may be weirdo but I truly believe you all should give charity .may you be successful.

Monday, October 4, 2010


The abuse famous after RANG DE BASANTI...the meaning must be something very harsh ,painful and rude. And it is the most sorted abuse in net without any meaning written about it .I myself tried lot of times but failed to understand it until now

.yes now

Now I know the answer


Currently I am suffering from conjunctivitis and my eyes are swollen like hell and pain unbearable and my maid said “bhabby apko to aankh aye hai.” means on the grace of the goddess you have conjunctivitis .and THEN  she told my son"tere maa ki ankh aye hai" suddenly …hahaha… mind went lose and I decoded the abuse

.yes this must be answer .this is painful ,drastic and it really hurts .

So now onwards I at least know the meaning of “tere maa ki ankh “.unlike others who still are far away from conjunctivitis.

p.s: love you friends .pray for me ..